Dear mom,dad and my classmates

I am sorry for everything and I know this is gonna be a hard time for you to forget about this experience. But I am really sorry. I didn’t know what i was think. I just..i did without hesitation. The reason why I did it because..I just wanted to end my pain not my life. Theres so many things I still wanna do. The pain was given by my friends and you. Even though you never noticed but some words can hurt me. Because we are all different people. Not all humans are the same. I don’t even know how many times I even cried this month. The words I just wanted to hear was “Its ok..you did your best”. Thats all..is it so hard to say those words ? No right. Then why don’t you say it every time i get my exam results. You really excepted me to get all A+ is it ? Don’t you see it..I'm a stupid fucker ok. I don’t know shit. Because i know you wanted a perfect child but.. nobody is perfect. And to my classmates. Thanks for not being there for me. I really fucking appreciate it. It is hard to hear people’s problems for only 10 minutes. NOT 10 HOURS. FUCKING 10 MINUTES. YOU CAN PLAY YOUR STUPID PUBG FOR TWO DAYS STRAIGHT AND CAN’T EVEN LISTEN TO PEOPLE’S PROBLEMS FOR ONLY 10 MINUTES. What type of attitude did your parents teach you. Did your parents teach you to be always caring? always be there for someone? yes? Then why the fuck you are not there for me. I STOPPED EVERYTHING WHAT I WAS DOING TO LISTEN TO YOUR PROBLEMS I DIDN’T EVEN EAT BECAUSE I WAS WORRIED FOR YOU GUYS. I WAS WORRIED IF YOU GUYS HURT YOURSELF OR SOMETHING. And you can’t even be there for me? Huh..ok then. Im not here anymore who are yall gonna vent your shits to? Because in our class I’m always your problem solver. Whose gonna be the problem solver next? Nobody cuz yall can’t care about people. When you don’t care about people..people won’t care about you because that’s life bitches. Its fair and square. And I just wanna say.. sorry if i ever mad you,my classmates or my family sad or anything. Im sorry and you guys can blame everything on me. I don’t fucking care now. I just want to see you guys happy without me. If you guys are happy then I’m happy too..goodbye.